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8 years ago today it was Easter Sunday and I lost the person I loved most in life. I miss you so much Papa. Losing you has affected me so much in life.. Including now. I do believe I was the person you were closest to and that I was your everything because you were mine. A year after you passed a necklace was made for me out of one of your old rings. It was my prized possession and I wore it every day for seven years. I never took it off and never had a reason too… I lost it this summer at the beach.. and I felt my heart break, shatter into pieces. I couldn’t even breathe.. I left my heart on the beach that day because I never found it. More than one person has told me it was your way of telling me to let go. It stills hurts, but I’m trying. It was always just me and you. You always spoiled me so much. I’m older now and I do wish things were different. I know that if you were here.. I wouldn’t have been through half of the things I have been. You always called me Sweetheart. As soon as someone calls me that now I instantly become numb. I didn’t know that, that Easter Sunday would be the last time I ever heard your voice. If someone would have told me that it would be our last love you and goodbye.. I was told so many times at the funeral and even now that I was so lucky for saying goodbye to you and getting a response because no one else did. Paramount is where I’m from, it’s my roots and safe haven because that’s your resting spot. It’ll always be home to me. I turn eighteen this year. I’ll finally be able to get my ink that I’ve been wanting for you. I rock my last name with pride and I got that stubborn Espinoza Blood….  I got it from you. πŸ’ I promise to come see you today. Leave those Yellow Roses for ya, like I always do. It doesn’t matter how much time passes, today is always so hard for me. You weren’t here to raise me through my teens years but you were my entire childhood. I love you more than ANYTHING Papa… And I miss you so so much, come see me soon. ❀️❀️ -Your Sweetheart

8 years ago today it was Easter Sunday and I lost the person I loved most in life. I miss you so much Papa. Losing you has affected me so much in life.. Including now. I do believe I was the person you were closest to and that I was your everything because you were mine. A year after you passed a necklace was made for me out of one of your old rings. It was my prized possession and I wore it every day for seven years. I never took it off and never had a reason too… I lost it this summer at the beach.. and I felt my heart break, shatter into pieces. I couldn’t even breathe.. I left my heart on the beach that day because I never found it. More than one person has told me it was your way of telling me to let go. It stills hurts, but I’m trying. It was always just me and you. You always spoiled me so much. I’m older now and I do wish things were different. I know that if you were here.. I wouldn’t have been through half of the things I have been. You always called me Sweetheart. As soon as someone calls me that now I instantly become numb. I didn’t know that, that Easter Sunday would be the last time I ever heard your voice. If someone would have told me that it would be our last love you and goodbye.. I was told so many times at the funeral and even now that I was so lucky for saying goodbye to you and getting a response because no one else did. Paramount is where I’m from, it’s my roots and safe haven because that’s your resting spot. It’ll always be home to me. I turn eighteen this year. I’ll finally be able to get my ink that I’ve been wanting for you. I rock my last name with pride and I got that stubborn Espinoza Blood…. I got it from you. πŸ’ I promise to come see you today. Leave those Yellow Roses for ya, like I always do. It doesn’t matter how much time passes, today is always so hard for me. You weren’t here to raise me through my teens years but you were my entire childhood. I love you more than ANYTHING Papa… And I miss you so so much, come see me soon. ❀️❀️ -Your Sweetheart

I love my Toria ❀️

I love my Toria ❀️

Stood on a chair and howled in the middle of the dining hall for this selfie! #ryla5330

Stood on a chair and howled in the middle of the dining hall for this selfie! #ryla5330

Happy Birthday Cuzzy. ❀️I love you more than you will ever know. We’ll always be by your side. πŸ˜˜πŸ‘Š #familyovereverything #MyGirls #Tradition

Happy Birthday Cuzzy. ❀️I love you more than you will ever know. We’ll always be by your side. πŸ˜˜πŸ‘Š #familyovereverything #MyGirls #Tradition

Happy 18th Birthday to my Best friend/Cousin/Other Half/Pocket Change. Can’t believe it’s the big eighteen baby! You did it! We have an unbreakable bond that has proven to get through anything and everything time and time again. This is the longest friendship I’ve ever had and it means everything to me. We fight so hard and want to deck each other in the face and yet we protect each other from anyone that would try and hurt the other. πŸ˜‚ We have each other’s backs because that’s what family does. You’re my partner in crime… I’m not even kidding. I’ve been grounded and in trouble so many times because of our stupid adventures. You understand my taste in guys and I’m so thankful for that. πŸ˜‚ You’re my concert and Supercross and X Games buddy because we’ve attended/ been dragged to that shit before we actually even understood what it was. Now we can’t live without it. I can’t wait for more memories. You’re the only person that understands and lives the life that I do. Can’t say I’ve witnessed many people be held to the ground, punched, and then had her hair ran over by someone in a wheelchair😭 You’ve stood by my side and was my rock for a lot dude, you never left.  I know you better than you know yourself… And that’s why you trust me with everything. I hope that won’t ever change because I’m always here. We were never friends, we will always be family. Blood doesn’t mean anything when it comes to us. You’re the biggest pain in my ass, I hate you most of the time, but I love you Cuzzy, you’re my best friend. Let’s TU!😏😏 -Cash ❀️ #FamilyFirst #FamilyOverEverything #AdventuresOfCashAndPocketChange #LoveYou #MySceneCheerleader #TheBigEighteen #ThisWasALongAssParagraph #BeatThisForMyEighteenth

Happy 18th Birthday to my Best friend/Cousin/Other Half/Pocket Change. Can’t believe it’s the big eighteen baby! You did it! We have an unbreakable bond that has proven to get through anything and everything time and time again. This is the longest friendship I’ve ever had and it means everything to me. We fight so hard and want to deck each other in the face and yet we protect each other from anyone that would try and hurt the other. πŸ˜‚ We have each other’s backs because that’s what family does. You’re my partner in crime… I’m not even kidding. I’ve been grounded and in trouble so many times because of our stupid adventures. You understand my taste in guys and I’m so thankful for that. πŸ˜‚ You’re my concert and Supercross and X Games buddy because we’ve attended/ been dragged to that shit before we actually even understood what it was. Now we can’t live without it. I can’t wait for more memories. You’re the only person that understands and lives the life that I do. Can’t say I’ve witnessed many people be held to the ground, punched, and then had her hair ran over by someone in a wheelchair😭 You’ve stood by my side and was my rock for a lot dude, you never left. I know you better than you know yourself… And that’s why you trust me with everything. I hope that won’t ever change because I’m always here. We were never friends, we will always be family. Blood doesn’t mean anything when it comes to us. You’re the biggest pain in my ass, I hate you most of the time, but I love you Cuzzy, you’re my best friend. Let’s TU!😏😏 -Cash ❀️ #FamilyFirst #FamilyOverEverything #AdventuresOfCashAndPocketChange #LoveYou #MySceneCheerleader #TheBigEighteen #ThisWasALongAssParagraph #BeatThisForMyEighteenth

19 years ago today. πŸ’” Rest In Peace babe. Your music & legacy lives on. #SelenaQuintanilla-Perez #MyFav #MyIdol

19 years ago today. πŸ’” Rest In Peace babe. Your music & legacy lives on. #SelenaQuintanilla-Perez #MyFav #MyIdol

I love you so much Twinzie❀️ Thank you for spoiling me and making me giggle all the time. This picture explains us so well.. πŸ‘―πŸ˜˜ #EspinozaBlood #MyTwin #PretendBoyfriend

I love you so much Twinzie❀️ Thank you for spoiling me and making me giggle all the time. This picture explains us so well.. πŸ‘―πŸ˜˜ #EspinozaBlood #MyTwin #PretendBoyfriend

Never was a girl with a wicked mind, but everything looks better when the sun goes down. πŸŽΆπŸ’€

Never was a girl with a wicked mind, but everything looks better when the sun goes down. πŸŽΆπŸ’€

Happy Birthday Beaner. ❀️ Wow, we’ve changed a lot in a year. πŸ™ˆYou’ve shown me what a true friend is since 4th grade, and as time goes by I’m realizing you’re one of few that has my back and will defend me against all odds. Not many have gone up to a guy and cussed him out after he called me fat. πŸ™ˆπŸ˜‚ Member that? I seriously can’t see my life without you. I know you’ll be there till the end. Our bond is strong and it’s been seven years since we’ve met. I dare someone to try and turn us against each other.πŸ‘Š We’ve been through a lot of bs together, to hell and back. You’ve gotten me through some of my darkest times. I know all I’d have to do is make a call and you’d be there. I remember the days back in middle school when we had 4th period.. I miss them. You got me through my first love & first heartbreak.πŸ˜’ I know more than once we came into that class crying and took care of each other. When it comes to being a creep, you taught me everything I know. πŸ˜‚ Everyone deserves a person in their life as flawless, strong, and loyal as you. Thank you for reminding me of who I really am.. Behind this image. I love you so much. You’re someone I consider my ride or die. Till the end, I promise Babygirl. Be safe tonight. You’re crazy. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜˜ -Your Favorite White Gurl. β€οΈπŸ˜πŸ’ #RideOrDie #Beaner #ImEmotional #MissMyRedHair

Happy Birthday Beaner. ❀️ Wow, we’ve changed a lot in a year. πŸ™ˆYou’ve shown me what a true friend is since 4th grade, and as time goes by I’m realizing you’re one of few that has my back and will defend me against all odds. Not many have gone up to a guy and cussed him out after he called me fat. πŸ™ˆπŸ˜‚ Member that? I seriously can’t see my life without you. I know you’ll be there till the end. Our bond is strong and it’s been seven years since we’ve met. I dare someone to try and turn us against each other.πŸ‘Š We’ve been through a lot of bs together, to hell and back. You’ve gotten me through some of my darkest times. I know all I’d have to do is make a call and you’d be there. I remember the days back in middle school when we had 4th period.. I miss them. You got me through my first love & first heartbreak.πŸ˜’ I know more than once we came into that class crying and took care of each other. When it comes to being a creep, you taught me everything I know. πŸ˜‚ Everyone deserves a person in their life as flawless, strong, and loyal as you. Thank you for reminding me of who I really am.. Behind this image. I love you so much. You’re someone I consider my ride or die. Till the end, I promise Babygirl. Be safe tonight. You’re crazy. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜˜ -Your Favorite White Gurl. β€οΈπŸ˜πŸ’ #RideOrDie #Beaner #ImEmotional #MissMyRedHair

Uhm, Here’s a throwback. πŸ™ˆπŸŒΉ#ThatEspinozaBlood #Roses #MyNaturalHairColor #WhiteGirl #8thGrade

Uhm, Here’s a throwback. πŸ™ˆπŸŒΉ#ThatEspinozaBlood #Roses #MyNaturalHairColor #WhiteGirl #8thGrade

Forever my #MCM 😍😏 Love & adore him so much, he’s my fav! His ink makes him perf.πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜ #Babe #MetalMulishaForever

Forever my #MCM 😍😏 Love & adore him so much, he’s my fav! His ink makes him perf.πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜ #Babe #MetalMulishaForever

Abilities Expo 2014 is officially over for me and I’m so lucky to be part of an amazing family. This industry raised me and brought the best people I could ever ask for into my life. Being seventeen, I’m still considered everyone’s baby and I feel so loved and adored. I lost myself somewhere in the last three years and one day at the expo reminds me of who I am and who I always will be. I wouldn’t change anything in my life. I’m proud of this industry and I love helping people in it any possible way I can. I love walking down the isles and someone calling out, “There’s trouble..” πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Many people know my name.. Not many know my story. New injuries happen everyday and I meet so many amazing people because of it. I’m Ernie and Lisa Espinoza’s daughter and that makes me well known.. It’s annoying but I don’t mind, my life is out there for the public to see most of the time. People I don’t even know, know so much about me… It’s crazy, but I’ll get used to it someday. I’m proud of my parents and how much they mean to these people.  Tiff, I love you and you are my favorite person ever. Thank you for being family. Don’t know who or where I would be without you. 😘😘 I’m almost eighteen baby, I’m ready for the trouble we are gonna get into! πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ˜‚ Until next year yo! 😏✌️#abilitiesexpo2014 #FamilyFirst #ThatWheelchairLife #SpinalCordInjuries #Disabilities #MySecondLife

Abilities Expo 2014 is officially over for me and I’m so lucky to be part of an amazing family. This industry raised me and brought the best people I could ever ask for into my life. Being seventeen, I’m still considered everyone’s baby and I feel so loved and adored. I lost myself somewhere in the last three years and one day at the expo reminds me of who I am and who I always will be. I wouldn’t change anything in my life. I’m proud of this industry and I love helping people in it any possible way I can. I love walking down the isles and someone calling out, “There’s trouble..” πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Many people know my name.. Not many know my story. New injuries happen everyday and I meet so many amazing people because of it. I’m Ernie and Lisa Espinoza’s daughter and that makes me well known.. It’s annoying but I don’t mind, my life is out there for the public to see most of the time. People I don’t even know, know so much about me… It’s crazy, but I’ll get used to it someday. I’m proud of my parents and how much they mean to these people. Tiff, I love you and you are my favorite person ever. Thank you for being family. Don’t know who or where I would be without you. 😘😘 I’m almost eighteen baby, I’m ready for the trouble we are gonna get into! πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ˜‚ Until next year yo! 😏✌️#abilitiesexpo2014 #FamilyFirst #ThatWheelchairLife #SpinalCordInjuries #Disabilities #MySecondLife

My babe went home today. πŸ˜” I miss her already… So blessed to have someone in my life I can consider an older sister. Glad I got to hang with you all weekend! You’re definitely one of my favorite people. ❀️Come see me soon!😘😘 I love you! 🍎🍎🍎#BestFriends #SFBound #wheelchairfamily #AbilitiesExpoDayDos #ColoursWheelchairs #AB

My babe went home today. πŸ˜” I miss her already… So blessed to have someone in my life I can consider an older sister. Glad I got to hang with you all weekend! You’re definitely one of my favorite people. ❀️Come see me soon!😘😘 I love you! 🍎🍎🍎#BestFriends #SFBound #wheelchairfamily #AbilitiesExpoDayDos #ColoursWheelchairs #AB

Missed my babe! 😍😘 #abilitiesexpodayone  (at LA Live)

Missed my babe! 😍😘 #abilitiesexpodayone (at LA Live)

Yeah, I did say, “I hate wheelchair people..” In a room full of wheelchair people. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I always get in so much trouble with him around! Love him! ❀️ He hates me though. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­#BadInfluence #AlmostEighteen #Uncle #WeCreepOnHotBros #WheelchairFamily #AbilitiesExpoDayOne

Yeah, I did say, “I hate wheelchair people..” In a room full of wheelchair people. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I always get in so much trouble with him around! Love him! ❀️ He hates me though. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­#BadInfluence #AlmostEighteen #Uncle #WeCreepOnHotBros #WheelchairFamily #AbilitiesExpoDayOne